Darkness

[Kowalski]

Darkness fills my life every day
But why it does, I can not say
No one seems to believe me or the pain I go through
No one has an idea, not a clue

Darkness is in my mind and in my sight
Everything I see is as dark as night
I know I'm not blind but I can never see the light
I may never know if things will be alright
Darkness is in my veins, my skin, my nails and in my hair
Everyone hates me, it's not fair
I won't do anything crazy, I'm not that dumb
But the pain is unbearable, everything is numb
Darkness is in what I read and write
Everything will remain locked away tight
There will be no light to guide me through the dark and despair
I've always known that life isn't fair
Darkness is all around me, everywhere I go
You won't see it but it's there, I know
No one shall understand my pain or see my tear
Happiness seems to be my biggest fear
Darkness goes through me every second of my day
As I stand and as I lay
Darkness shall stay with me until I die
And deep in the shadow, where I'll say goodbye

REGARDS