A Suicide Letter...

[Camaro_Girl666]

145: A Suicide Letter

Dear mom,
If you are reading this
It means I'm long gone
This soul can't bear anymore
Maybe you think you had a rough life
Maybe you did, but I think mine was rougher
A lot of things going on in the house
You are just not aware of...
A lot of times I had to cry
No one ever heard
I think differently from you all
That just keeps eating me, I don't belong

I wanted to take my own life, many times before
Just think with me for a minute…
What's that supposed to mean?
How depressed you think I was?
How hopeless I felt?
I used to curl up crying in my bed
I even thought blood could fall down
You used to see me laugh and have fun
Did you ever think if those laughs were from my heart?
I'm too sad and too lonely for my age

Dear dad,
Uh, I don't know where to start with you
Shall I begin with asking you why you left?
Or shall I ask why you didn't care first??
Many times I thought to myself
Many times I said ok, he's dead to me
He doesn't care why should I?
Few times I said I'll be the good one
But hey, I WAS NEVER GOOD!
Well, how would you know?

Dear Angel,
Huhhh, I'm sorry…
I never meant to hurt you with this
You know how much I love you
The love of Romeo & Juliet would bow to mine
But we never had a chance to be together anyways
I had a little hope maybe
But things started to get blurry with you
And at home I felt hopeless
I was so tired to go on
I loved you more than you imagine
Still I had to cheat on you here and there
You would never guess such a thing
I don't know why I did all that $hit?
I don't know what I was thinking?
But in my heart, you were my angel!

Dear everyone,
I was a sad person, never really enjoyed life
That led me to find beauty in death, in the after life
I even kept writing songs…FOR WHAT??
They never got out!
All my dreams were in vain
I told myself many times to hang on
But life was just so hard on me
I abused myself a lot…
I know I only brought shame to you
I used to lose every time
So I thought why go on?
Why live?

$hit...I wrote a lot.
Goodbye, I know you all won't miss me that much.







The lonely… :whine:

[crazy sexy cool]

i hope its not urs:P

[ZOSicK]

i hope its not urs:P
me too :grin:

[Z28 Girl]

me 3............:grin:

[Dr.Xta-C]

Can’t say I’m a big fan of pessimism..! Can’t stand it .. :screwy:

[Camaro_Girl666]

i hope its not urs:P


i wrote it :stickpok:

[crazy sexy cool]

i wrote it :stickpok:

so when r u planing to do it
and WHERE??

so i can record everything and make some money out of it
:lildevil:

[THE REAPER]

when will it take place ?

please address us in the event section?

[Camaro_Girl666]

so when r u planing to do it
and WHERE??

so i can record everything and make some money out of it
:lildevil:


fanx but i'd rather do it alone..without neone around..

sorry.

[garyj]

you don't have the balls :bye:

[Thug Life]

no ur not going to do it

we want u here with us

[M5_Hamann]

Please tell me when and where , so that i can film you .

i want to upload it here in General Gossip :beamup:

[Camaro_Girl666]

you don't have the balls :bye:

of course i dun have da balls..i'm a girl :stickpok:

and guyz..i wrote dis when i waz down n it's supposed to be a song..i write lyrics u know...

n to all of u who wants to film ma so-called "suicide", I'M A MUSLIM! did u really think i wud take ma own life? so where did ma belief in God go?? :pray:

jeeeeezzz..alot of freaks in here :whip:

[HzMajesty]

jeeeeezzz..alot of freaks in here :whip:

cuz were all writtin suicide letters???

[M5_Hamann]

cuz were all writtin suicide letters???


HzMajesty :thanks:

[Black Z]

i wrote it :stickpok:
looks like our girl is feeling bit down those days...

cheer up babes....life is not worth it.... keep ur smile up and live on :kiss:

[Thug Life]

looks like our girl is feeling bit down those days...

cheer up babes....life is not worth it.... keep ur smile up and live on :kiss:

yuba a9lan el dinya matiswa kilish

smile for me now

[Kayman]

come here baby, i'll make you smile and screaaaaaaaam :lol:

[DSR]

die die die kill kill kill


oops wrong thread!


hey i wrote a rap verce once it goes like this.......


IM DARKSIDE RACING IM THE MAN YOU`LL BE FACING WHEN WE BE RACING
I DROP THE CLUTCH, GIVE YOU WHIPLASH FROM THE RUSH
BLOOD RUSHES THROUGH YOUR VAINS UP INTO YOUR BRAIN,MAKES YOU ACT INSANE,GET READY FOR THE FIRST CHICANE
I ENTER IN FIRST GEAR VING VING MUSIC TO MY EAR,
SECORD THROUGH THIRD,I BET YOU HEARED, DARKSIDE AINT NO NERD
SHIFT TO FORETH I SEE YOU COMING FORTH,
WHEN I SHIFT TO FIVETH GEAR YALL CAN ALL WHATCH ME DISAPEAR, YOU JUST REALISED YOUR BIGGEST FEAR,THE END OF THE RACE IS NEAR,
I PASS THE CHECKERED FLAG WHILE YOUR ALL DEALLING WITH TURBO LAG,
I GET OUT WAVE TO MY FANS WHILST THERE ALL SCREAMING YO DARKSIDE IS THE MAN,
SPONSERS RUNNING UP TO ME COZ NOW IM IN DEMAND,**** I EVEN GOT YOU LOSERS LINED UP JUST TO SHAKE MY HAND!!!!!!!!!

[Camaro_Girl666]

cuz were all writtin suicide letters???


it's a f*ckin song :whack:


Get it ?


Got it ?


GOOD !

[-=<FOXXX>=-]

I wanna get it as well...........................................:th inking2

[Camaro_Girl666]

I wanna get it as well...........................................:th inking2



u won't. no one will.

[-=<FOXXX>=-]

u won't. no one will.


maybe............................................. ....

[HzMajesty]

FOXXX... i dont think its a letter anymore.. its a song... a suicide song... :thinking:

but u know friends are a good source of comfort at times like this... not the internet... unless ur socially retarded... which ofcourse ur not... true? TRUE!

[-=<FOXXX>=-]

FOXXX... i dont think its a letter anymore.. its a song... a suicide song... :thinking:

but u know friends are a good source of comfort at times like this... not the internet... unless ur socially retarded... which ofcourse ur not... true? TRUE!

come on give the girl some slack

[Camaro_Girl666]

come on give the girl some slack

hehehe..no worries babe..ga3deh a5theh 3ala gad 3agla :bump:

[Black Z]

you guys bette show some respect aiight.....chill out and leave the girl alone...if you dont like what she post then keep ur self out of her threads, as easy as 1 2 three.

[-=<FOXXX>=-]

hehehe..no worries babe..ga3deh a5theh 3ala gad 3agla :bump:

oh good I hope I get a thank you for savin you arse back there :playnice:

[HzMajesty]

wow u guys sure dont take jokes around here do yaz??

but yea.. yall need to chill... for real!

[Nay"fi"]

U NeeD SomE LovE Baby :blankh: :kiss: :love:

In Art, ur work reflects ur personal Life, so don't hide and runaway from ur problems ...

if ya need any help, get on msn and i'l be more than happy to help, even in writing songs...

I was a drummer in a band in the past :guitar:

[Camaro_Girl666]

U NeeD SomE LovE Baby :blankh: :kiss: :love:

In Art, ur work reflects ur personal Life, so don't hide and runaway from ur problems ...

if ya need any help, get on msn and i'l be more than happy to help, even in writing songs...

I was a drummer in a band in the past :guitar:



hehehe..fanx bro..but i dun need help in writin ma songs..u can't help me a9lan..dis $hit comez from da heart n from wat goez around me..so...

but fanx newayz.. :kiss:





so bout dat "some lovin" part........ :naughty:


















j/k :wave:

[Camaro_Girl666]

wow u guys sure dont take jokes around here do yaz??

but yea.. yall need to chill... for real!


i'm kewl if u're kewl :friday:

[Camaro_Girl666]

i'm pretty f*ucked up these dayz...i think i'll go n write A Suicide Letter II .. :cold:


hmmm...

[Black Z]

could you write for me as well :up:

[Camaro_Girl666]

could you write for me as well :up:


write u wat bro?? a suicide letter??

[-=<FOXXX>=-]

go to www.mahooz.com and listen to the la6miyat for inspiration

[Camaro_Girl666]

where did Black Z go ? :thinking2

[4ced]

probably commited suicide... see this suicide letter thing wasnt a good idea to begin with :thinking2

[Camaro_Girl666]

probably commited suicide... see this suicide letter thing wasnt a good idea to begin with :thinking2


la la dun say dat...i'm supposed to not him..




Black Z ?? :(

[-=<FOXXX>=-]

la la dun say dat...i'm supposed to not him..




Black Z ?? :(


I have a good idea. How about no one commits suicide? wouldn't that be fun? :dowave:

[SAMoloGY]

i have an ever better an idea!!

howbout YOU commit suicide.. damn, now that would be a site to see!! haha

[Camaro_Girl666]

I have a good idea. How about no one commits suicide? wouldn't that be fun? :dowave:


hehehe...we're just bluffin.. :eyes:

bas 9ij where iz he??? he disappeared in a bad timin... :thinking2

[-=<FOXXX>=-]

ok LET'S ALL COMMIT SUICIDE :banana:

[Camaro_Girl666]

i have an ever better an idea!!

howbout YOU commit suicide.. damn, now that would be a site to see!! haha



:hitwit:
damn samoooy..am i botherin u dat much???

[-=<FOXXX>=-]

:hitwit:
damn samoooy..am i botherin u dat much???

miskeena walla

[Camaro_Girl666]

miskeena walla



:stickpok:

[-=<FOXXX>=-]

:stickpok:

what did I do now?

[4ced]

you know im starting to sense this camaro chick girl is scary... freaky signature, freaky poems... eew... :tome:

[Camaro_Girl666]

you know im starting to sense this camaro chick girl is scary... freaky signature, freaky poems... eew... :tome:



:devil: WOOoooOooOoOOHAhAaahHaaaa:devil:
http://www.gulfgt.com/forum/attachment.php?attachmentid=27171&stc=1

[4ced]

yeah i kinda thought of you like that. but a bit thinner

[Camaro_Girl666]

yeah i kinda thought of you like that. but a bit thinner





:smilelol: :smilelol: :smilelol: i knew u wud say sum'in like dat

[4ced]

no u didnt :thinking2:

[Camaro_Girl666]

yes i did :devil:

[-=<FOXXX>=-]

ويش :apple:

[Camaro_Girl666]

ويش :apple:






:stickpok: