Im depressed

[4ced]

Uh... dunno whats up with me...

well, im leaving bahrain on saturday to go to the states.... will be there for 6 weeks at the least... im totally sick of this job, im planning on quitting... i havent found another job yet but ive gotten to the point where i dont care, i just want to quit.... im worrying about the car im dropping her off to the paint shop today but i dont know how it will turn out... supposed to be a fully custom paint job but im worried they wont get it right... its too damn hot... i wanna leave the country for a while but at the same time i dont want to, feel im leaving everyone behind for some reason... my wifes gonna start working there and im looking for a job there in the states too but i dunno... its wierd... stuff is going on in lebanon and everywhere people dying and stuff... im not seeing my family no where near enough i havent seen my mom in like a week or 2, my dad havent seen him in like a month or so... feel so separated from family and all... even my friends im not really that close to them anymore... ok enough with this depression list. what do you suggest, cocaine or heroin?

[4ced]

i dunno why im reminiscing a lot either... im seeing tom and jerry and bugs bunny on tv as my lil nephew watches it... i remember when i was a kid... im listening to 70's and 80's music remembering my childhood... wtf is wrong with me... im not supposed to be an emotional person. the 4ced has no feelings he is cold as hell...

[vette4ever]

go Kill Your Self !!!

[JonnybravoM3]

Where are you going in the States? Im working in New York City now ..so if ur in the area, drop me a line on PM and i'll give you my cell number..

[ZOSicK]

i hope i leave my job soon too :up2:


just enjoy your time and try not to think about anything as soon as your home ...

[BLOODLINE]

is there anyone that loves his job:thinking:?

[Z28 Girl]

no one love his/her job me 2 i hope to leave...:confused:

but we should say el 7amd allah coz alot of ppl dont have a job and u can see them every few week doin maseerah coz they want to work some of them graduated from UNI some of them have a family and
even some dont have a suitable place to live and some live with his wife and kids in a room some of them have a disabled kids or bros ....

you guyz should come to my work place and see how realy poor ppl live they come asked for help but hopelessly we can do anything for those ppl we are only intermediary between those ppl and others ministries

we should say el 7amd allah coz we are 1000 time better than the others

we have a job, car, home , health , we have our family around we live in a safe country

dont u think we are better than ppl in lebanon they live afraid all the day they loss there family and kids they are homeless and afraid ..... and we are just mumble about our life

el 7amd allah 3ala kel 7aal :pray:

[ZOSicK]

u da Z28 Girl we never know how precious is what we got untill we loose it

[vette4ever]

johnny ill be in boston, which is like an hour or two away from you. lets meet up

[vette4ever]

oh shyt... im on vette4evers login... dammit... its 4ced btw

[designo]

Are you guys serious?

4ced, are you really leaving? No please, WTF!!!

JB, NYC??? WTF!

[vette4ever]

4ced, stop using my laptop next time .....

I will forgive you this time

[FANTAZ28]

A friend of mine came home to his dad hung from there garage.... and my first reaction is no matter how bad life is ... it can never be bad enough where you have to do that..

always look at the positive, health, love , family and always remember that money isnt everything... im blessed with a great job but when ever i can get away to spend time with the girlfriend or friends or even car... i take it!

life is short so make the best of it... but always be thankful!

[NOS4EVER]

You can drive my car that will sheer you up I hope or take one of vette4ever long lest or cars.
For the car which pint shop you will take it to?
And go visit your mother and don’t go their empty handed.

[-=<FOXXX>=-]

how about I introduce you to Mejghan??

[4ced]

good idea nos i like that last line... i took the car today to hamza (mishkhas) for the hood and spoiler... paint ill take it to tawheed...

designo... yes im leaving... i know youll miss me, but with that high paying salary of yours its no problem for you to get a first class ticket and come to visit me...

vette yeah well see im a nice guy i didnt abuse your login, i could have raised hell with ur username :grin:

[adrenaline]

if you find yourself a job there, let me know if you can find one for me too. i need to get the hell outta here!

and what's with this depression crap, be a man!:whip:

[designo]

hey.... be a man! ( russel peters )

[ED]

hey.... be a man! ( russel peters )
o the right thing.

[Dr.Xta-C]

o the right thing.
Somebody's gonna get a hurting real bad...

[designo]

Well look who's in town! Welcome back baby muffin!

[ED]

Well look who's in town! Welcome back baby muffin!
go away, that fish is mine.

[Crazy Samurai]

As NOSFOREVER say go & visit ur mom ..... flowers can do miracles bro

[Kayman]

ta3al kilyom 4ced :wave:

[4ced]

cum everyday in your mouth?

[mustang lover]

cum everyday in your mouth?



nasty!
ure tough ...im sure ull manage..just give ureself some time to adjust and see what happens...
take it easy on ureself...go and see ure family or at least call them...
whats the worse that can happen?at least uve got ure wife by ure side...
and besides u can always come back ...
good luck

[4ced]

oops, sometimes i forget we have female members on this forum :P

no seriously... flight is tommorow evening, everything is almost ready its been a hectic week... getting everything out of the apartment, all that furniture, getting it repainted (since we painted it a different color when we first got it and the owner wants it in white), packing everything were gonna take, tying up all loose ends here and there bla bla bla... what a long week...

ill just be happy if i get to spend today and tommorow just seeing people